Here I am again, sitting all by myself, wondering and lonely, waiting for your almost everyday. In the everyday of my life I am doing this. Ah! Ah! I'm afraid. . . I count my fingers 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 still I miss you so much. It's almost four days now that I haven't seen you. I asked myself why I am here in this place. But still I can't answer my question. After long hours of waiting, I decided to walk around bowing my head until I raised my head and I was surprised when I reached our dating place. Still I couldn't forget moment we spent together. I could not forget those laughters, fun, the way we held each other's hand; the way your hair dances as the wind blew; and when it blew down and wrapped your face; when you ran to catch the butterflies and gently caught them and when you posed beside the flowers with a smile on your face.
After a moment of imagining and remembering everything I found myself crying. I can't hide to myself the pain that I felt inside. I tried myself to stop from crying but my tears poured very quickly that I can't hide anymore . I got my handkerchief which you have given me. I remembered it when we celebrated our first anniversary. It's almost a year and eleven months now since you gave it as your first gift. You were so surprised when I put a blind fold on your eyes and when you opened your eyes; you were so amazed of the beauty of the place. It was a place with lots of red and white balloons scattered all over the floor and most of all our theme song was played," That i'll always love you deep inside this heart of mine i do love you, that i'll always need you but if you ever change your mind i still will love you " the lyrics of the music.Then I whispered to you these words," You know how much I love you and I can't afford to lose you either my love...." I cried and my tears were just falling down from my eyes. After two years of having been together, we shared and encountered different trials and problems in our relationship that made us strong and remained to be faithful and respectful to each other.
I stopped myself from crying when I saw you. I hurriedly ran and hugged you tightly so that you can fell how much I miss tried listen again. After minutes of waiting I did not hear that voice again until I became engr0ssed in my sleep. I started to close my eyes when that particular voice sang again so very clear as if it was near me. I closed my eyes very hard and put my hands on my ears but the voice seemed louder and louder. I tried to the pillow over my head but i can't do it because I'm afraid to open my eyes. Suddenly the voice stopped and I found myself sleeping soundly.
I woke up at about one' clock in the morning . I looked at my cellphone when I had just receive a message. I smiled and whispered to my self "you made me smile everytime you texted me." I texted her back saying," Thank you for reminding me for helping me a lot , luv u t.c girl..."
I stood up from my bed and went to my study table and wrote my story. I forgot to remember the due date of our school paper. I was scratching my head and tried to figure out about the story that I will make when I suddenly heard the voice singing outside the window again. I felt afraid, nervous and my whole body was shaking. I turned on the lights witness the owner of that voice.
I opened the window and haven't seen anything except a white rose. I wondered where the voice came from. I closed the window and I put the rose on the flower vase and started to stare and touch its petals but the petals suddenly fall into my table. I picked them all, and put them on the note and started to write a story. Half hour, one hour has passed, I haven't written anything. I decided to go back to sleep again and tried to think the story i should write. I turn off the lights and jumped on my bed again .
After a moment of imagining and remembering everything I found myself crying. I can't hide to myself the pain that I felt inside. I tried myself to stop from crying but my tears poured very quickly that I can't hide anymore . I got my handkerchief which you have given me. I remembered it when we celebrated our first anniversary. It's almost a year and eleven months now since you gave it as your first gift. You were so surprised when I put a blind fold on your eyes and when you opened your eyes; you were so amazed of the beauty of the place. It was a place with lots of red and white balloons scattered all over the floor and most of all our theme song was played," That i'll always love you deep inside this heart of mine i do love you, that i'll always need you but if you ever change your mind i still will love you " the lyrics of the music.Then I whispered to you these words," You know how much I love you and I can't afford to lose you either my love...." I cried and my tears were just falling down from my eyes. After two years of having been together, we shared and encountered different trials and problems in our relationship that made us strong and remained to be faithful and respectful to each other.
I stopped myself from crying when I saw you. I hurriedly ran and hugged you tightly so that you can fell how much I miss tried listen again. After minutes of waiting I did not hear that voice again until I became engr0ssed in my sleep. I started to close my eyes when that particular voice sang again so very clear as if it was near me. I closed my eyes very hard and put my hands on my ears but the voice seemed louder and louder. I tried to the pillow over my head but i can't do it because I'm afraid to open my eyes. Suddenly the voice stopped and I found myself sleeping soundly.
I woke up at about one' clock in the morning . I looked at my cellphone when I had just receive a message. I smiled and whispered to my self "you made me smile everytime you texted me." I texted her back saying," Thank you for reminding me for helping me a lot , luv u t.c girl..."
I stood up from my bed and went to my study table and wrote my story. I forgot to remember the due date of our school paper. I was scratching my head and tried to figure out about the story that I will make when I suddenly heard the voice singing outside the window again. I felt afraid, nervous and my whole body was shaking. I turned on the lights witness the owner of that voice.
I opened the window and haven't seen anything except a white rose. I wondered where the voice came from. I closed the window and I put the rose on the flower vase and started to stare and touch its petals but the petals suddenly fall into my table. I picked them all, and put them on the note and started to write a story. Half hour, one hour has passed, I haven't written anything. I decided to go back to sleep again and tried to think the story i should write. I turn off the lights and jumped on my bed again .
I have just closed my eyes when my cellphone rang. I was not supposed to answer it because I was busy wondering until it just stopped ringing. I it also beeped for there was a massege, but i ignored it and suddenly heard the voice again. I listened very well and tried to figure out the voice. The voice sounded familiar but I can't hear it very well until I was pulled out by tiredness and I got easily slept.
It was already 8 o'clock in the morning when i woke up. I hurriedly got up from my bed when I realized that it was my due date in submitting my article. I was shocked when I saw my paper. It was already finished. I saw a little note beside the petals of the rose. I pulled it and I read the saying, "You forgot again...Hmmm...Don't be late next time and be able to remember your dues...I love u and I miss you a lot. I laid back the note on my table and picked up my cellphone. I read the message. I was shocked and I dropped my cellphone on the floor. It was my best friend. She was the one who sang last night and give the white rose which is her favorite flower. She made a very important thing in my life and she made my duty as a literary editor. I love you friend! you . We sat down and I asked you but you haven't answered me and kept ignoring me. I knew that you're mad at me after our long conversation that night. You left me and hurriedly rode on your car going home while it was running hard. I tried to stop you but I was afraid until I realized my fault.
You tried to walk again but I held your hands and you kept on crying. I hugged you and I apologized for everything that I did. Upon hugging you I can fell that something was wrong but still I kept on. Hurriedly you stood up and walked away. I ran next to you but I was shocked when I saw my name on the tombstone which read, "RIP Dave Meynard Santiago," Upon recalling everything I remembered that I was hit by a bus when I followed you after our conversation. That was the cause of my " Dead on Arrival."
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